[ It's too bad that Misa had never been to Canada. He would've loved to show her around if... Canada still existed.
Still, he preens nonetheless at his victory. Admittedly, he can't speak too much to the taste of the wine, senses too focused on the sensation that came with it. Leave it to alien wines to taste positively magical; it's all too possible that they might encounter other flavours that they can't even begin to describe, but that's where the challenge is. ]
I wouldn't pick wine if you want something tasty. [ He points out, excitement growing with every bit of alcohol that he consumes. ] But this is alien...
[ Two more glasses are set before them, a smooth gradient of dark red to deep purple. ]
[ She eyes the two glasses, pursing her lips. Yeah, she would have to improvise a little if she wanted to win, just based on the physical differences between the two of them. Without waiting him for to be ready, she takes just a tiny sip from the glass, noting that it immediately tasted hot, as if it was a warm drink - edging on spicy but leaving a lingering feeling of heat. But instead, she stops almost immediately, pulling the glass from her lips. ]
Ugh, its so sour!! [ She lies and makes a scene out of making a twisted expression, fanning her face for increased dramatics. ] I think my mascara's gonna run, can you give me your handkerchief....
[ While she's being so dramatic about her makeup and the supposed sourness of the taste, she's ever so slowly dumping some of the glass Completely Inconspicuously into the punch bowl adjacent to the wine glasses, hoping that JJ would either be too drunk or too busy giving her the handkerchief or a napkin to notice. He said not to use her feminine wiles, but she feels so competitive for some reason that she's willing to cheat a little to get the upper hand. And at least she's not pouring it all in there!!!!! On the chance he ignores her she'll just. take this L ]
[ JJ probably would've fallen for it hook, line and sinker even if he hadn't been drunk. Which he is. But he plays right into the archetype of "stupid boy", cackling internally and Misa's inability to handle the flavour, grinning all smug and sly at her as he downs his own glass.
He's got nearly a foot on her, there's no way that she stands a chance against him. ]
AUGH!
[ It's a good thing that they're not sitting face to face, because JJ straight up spits the wine back out, wiping at his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyes watering. ]
[ As soon as he makes a move to spit the drink out, she chugs the remaining half glass in her hand, clenching her free hand into a fist and not stopping until it's all gone. No, she could endure it; this was her one chance to win this round since he already spit it out - even if she is trembling slightly and her ears are turning bright red from the strain and effort of forcing herself to drink it. ]
T-There, I drank more than you, [ Sniffle. ] So I win by default!!
[ She declares, definitely too loudly, all the while having quite a bit of trouble controlling her expression - it's definitely the sourest face she's made in his presence. When it came to enduring discomfort and pain, her threshold was actually quite formidable, but that doesn't mean she'll miss a chance to act dramatic. ]
You might be able to endure the cold, but Misa can take the heat!!!
[ Completely lost as to what just happened, JJ takes a moment just to gape at Misa, wondering what her tongue must be made out of to handle a drink that might as well be made out of Tabasco sauce. (Though it doesn't really look like she's "handling" much of it, with the way her face is contorted, eyes watering and looking like she's about to cry.
Poor Misa.) ]
So it's even, eh? Fine, the real competition starts now.
[ He frowns, the next round of glasses coming down in front of them, the bartender wiping up JJ's spit (gross) without so much as a blink of an eye.
And if he doesn't care, then neither does JJ, who picks up the next glass. The next drink doesn't taste much better, the one after falling somewhere along the realm of normal, there's one that's particularly delicious that JJ asks for another glass of, the rules of their little competition becoming more and more distant until JJ's left resting against the bar with his forehead pillowed against his arm. ]
'm drunk. [ Somehow, his slurring isn't particularly bad. ] Everything tastes the same... But I'm drunk.
[ Lifting his head, he gives Misa a bewildered stare. ]
[ Yeah, she's pretty sure she's never been this drunk in her life. She never dabbled too much in drinking on Earth, so this is a first to her - but luckily for the both of them, being drunk just amplifies her cheery personality (you know, as long as there aren't any girls Light has been flirting with around). ]
Whaaaaaat? Nnnnooooo wayyyy..... [ In contrast to his bewilderment, she just waves his concern away (obnoxiously in his face with her hand), fully resting her cheek down on the bar with her eyes closed and a dizzy smile on her lips. ] We're just...having some fun!
[ Her slurring is way worse than his is, probably because she tried to keep up with him and effectively got completely smashed. ]
I didn't know you were such a big baby when it came to partying...
[ She says this as if she does this all the time???? ]
Excusez-moi? [ (This isn't cringey because JJ is actually French.)
His stare is growing all the more bewildered, and she might as well have told him that he has a microdick given just how offended he looks. And he is offended! JJ is a master of parties—and not just that, but he's not a "big baby" about anything. He's mature, cool and collected and and and. ]
You... You want to see me party? Oh, Misa. I'll show you—
[ The competition might be over, and they have no idea who won or lost because it had become impossible to keep track between downing drinks, and alternating between trying not to laugh and throw up, but JJ's not about to let a challenge thrown at his feet go unmet. He pushes himself up, soundly ignoring just how unsteady he is on his feet as he reaches over to—because Misa is so tiny, it's surely not going to be a problem—pick her right up so that they can go and party.
The part where they're both on the ground is easy enough: he gets his hands on her waist in a good sturdy grip. Everything after that however, becomes a lot less certain. ]
Let's go!
[ He does get her off the ground at least (please don't throw up), and it's like he doesn't know himself how he plans to carry her because they end up in a weird Lion King pose as he wobbles a couple steps to the side and then he just.
Well, they just crumple to the floor because he's too drunk to be macho. ]
While he gets offended, she seems to not take his emotions seriously at all, only growing more and more amused the more dramatic he becomes. She even has to keep herself from laughing once he puts his hands on her waist, covering her mouth with one hand and the other coming to rest on top of one of his own. ]
Wait, hold on a second -
[ Despite her half-protests, her laughter becomes less and less restrained until she's just. Laying there on the floor with him giggling to herself because this situation just seems so hilarious. They probably look like complete dumbasses, laying down on the middle of the busy floor drunkenly laughing, but for now she just doesn't have a single care, it's fun and carefree in ways she hasn't experienced. ]
What kind of partier drops someone this cute on the ground.... that was so uncool... [ If he was trying to prove his authenticity she's not buying it!! Of course she is only teasing, but with their fall she suddenly feels like it takes way too much effort for her drunken mind to get up again, or move at all for that matter in these God Damn Heels. So she just stays where she is, not even wiggling out of his strange Lion King esque hold. ] I thought you said you were gonna show me!!
[ She makes an attempt to poke accusingly at his chest but completely misses, jabbing his cheek none too gently. ]
[ Dismissing his feelings isn't the best way to start a relationship, Misa.
Not that JJ seems to mind at all, a grin on his face while quiet laughter shakes through his body. His hands, tightening around her waist from the shock of the fall, eventually relax again, one settling on the small of her back while the other falls away to prop him up so that he's not flat against the floor again. Though just lying against the floor does sound appealing; his mind is swimming, and while he would very much like to get up and prove just how cool he is, he can't find the balance.
So instead he stays there on the ground, the marble floors cool through his clothes, and people around them too giddy at least to give them a good kick to get out of the way. ]
I was. [ He's got a cheeky smile playing over his lips, and that can only mean that he's up to no good. Except that Misa has no where to escape to, and he knocks their foreheads together. The alcohol breath between the two of them is probably unbearable. ] But I can't now, can I?
[ He could, if he were sober, even with her lying across his legs, because he's picked her up before without much trouble and he could do it again. (But not when drunk.) Besides, he's rather comfortable like this. The sheer outrageousness of their actions weirdly liberating, and JJ has always enjoyed being close to people.
He gives her a sly look, not bothering to move away as he continues, ] Since you're allll on top of me. Are you taking advantage of JJ while he's drunk?
[ They'll just have to smooth things over when they go to relationship counseling.
While he rearranges himself to be propped up, she opts for just lying flush against the floor, the hand that had gone to poke him falling to rest flatly against his cheek. It's a culmination of it being too hard to move much more and the fact that they're both affectionate people; maybe if they weren't both drunk off their asses she would find issue with this sort of situation, but for now? There's something warm about being close to someone like this. Through the haze of the alcohol, little giggles keep bubbling out of her, even as their foreheads touch. ]
Misa is a good girl with pure intentions! [ Let's get that (alternative) fact straight. It doesn't help that from whatever distance away they'd stumbled from the bar, hanging from the ceiling are all those strange, judgment clouding plants, but at least she has the sense to start whispering in her sing song tone now that they're so close. ] I don't take advantage of anyone~
[ She'll return his sly look with an innocent one of her own, batting her eyes. With both of them leaning into each other like this, he can probably even feel it. ]
You probably fell on purpose because you want to get close to me, right? Right? Misa knows how guys think!
[ Let's turn it on him before the sudden, strange and otherwise out of the blue desire to kiss him got stronger. ]
[ How considerate of Misa to whisper, even though she might as well have yelled for how clouded JJ's head feels. His thoughts are growingly only more muggy, distracted thoughts of how warm her hand is against his cheek, how delicate and beautiful she looks.
He only really hears what she says because of the way his gaze has dropped to her lips.
Their noses brush as he tilts his head slightly, and he can see the mascara on her eyelashes, the makeup that glitters on her skin despite the shadow their hair casts over their faces, and he thinks that Misa is so pretty. ]
Oh yeah? [ It probably would be better to play it off like some Casanova move—them "tumbling" to the ground so that they could end up in a compromising position on the floor. ] So what am I thinking right now?
[ A million things: how much fun he's having; how some of the alcohol that they had tasted so weird but he enjoyed it; how he loved putting on a nice suit and dancing. He thinks about how he wishes it was easier for him dip into a kiss with Misa because he likes kissing, and sometimes it feels like no one in this new place really gets him, but Misa is the closest to it. And he can't stop thinking about it, which is weird because he never would've considered it before, especially not in a situation as ridiculous as this. Anyone could see them sprawled against the floor and spread rumours. ]
[ To be truthful, waking up and living here has been the most lonely she'd felt since the death of her parents, since living here meant the absence of so many things that gave her life worth. The loneliness is painful and haunting (not that she ever made anyone aware of it), but meeting people like JJ made it easier to keep going - being face to face with someone that she has strangely grown much fonder of than she would normally, who at least seemed to care for her, reminds her of one essential fact.
Above all else, she desperately wants to be loved, wants to be important to someone else in any way that she can, to somehow make her meaningless life...meaningful again. Maybe it was the alcohol and the plants, but it felt good to be looked at fondly, the way he's looking at her right now - it's comforting and fulfilling in a way she isn't too familiar with. And in this moment she wanted to feel more of this feeling, whatever it was. ]
Hmmm.... you are probably thinking that...
[ She mumbles shortly against his lips before likely surprising him in being the one to close the distance between them, tipping her head forward the slightest bit to slot their lips together. It is quick and fleeting, but the gloss on her lips makes the kiss sweet, and makes it feel like it had lasted longer than it had. She whispers again as if she hadn't just done that: ]
You are probably thinking that Misa is even prettier up close.
[ It was impulsive to kiss him, but then again, she was someone who acted impulsively when she felt things. And whatever force was compelling her to feel this way... her drunken mind didn't really put too much thought into combating it. ]
[ The contact runs through him like a current; nostalgic in the way that none of his other friendly encounters during the night had been. It's the stickiness of her lipgloss, and the soft smell of perfume under the haze of alcohol that hovers around them both. It gets his heart racing in his chest, hot with longing for everything that he used to have and misses so much. Everything that he wants to have again so, so badly. ]
Are you magic? That's exactly what I was thinking. [ His voice hushed down to an uncharacteristic whisper, as if awed by the intimate gesture. His tongue sweeps out to take in the sweetness over his bottom lip. ] I was thinking that you are beautiful...
[ He misses the connection; the trust and understanding, and he wants it to be here again. Their not lovers by any stretch of the imagination, and so much of what they know about each other is still superficial, but this is the closest thing he has. And when he's drunk like this, he's willing to make it into whatever he wants it to be. ]
You're beautiful, strong, talented and creative. [ Normally he'd offer such compliments with a dramatic flourish, but instead he says them quietly, laying them at her feet like offerings. (Beneath the magic and the alcohol, knowing that something's not right and trying to compensate for it. ] I... [ love you, he wants to say. Except he doesn't. Even though he wants to say that to someone and have it be true, and hear it said back to him. Seven of the loneliest months of his life, and still all he can do is cling to friendships, hoping that they don't break or drift away.
But he is clinging to them, taking an mile for every inch he gets, always willing to push boundaries and test limits. Maybe that's why he's the one to move their mouths together again, devouring the warmth and softness and the way that sticky lipgloss smears across his lips with one hand threading to her hair to press firmly against her nape, the other still steady at her waist. It's probably not right when his head is still swimming of imagines of Misa and Isabella both, but he holds on and thinks about how much he doesn't want this connection to disappear all the same. ]
[ She said that she wasn't taking advantage of him, but in reality, she really is - using the words you're beautiful and kissing him as an opportunity to feel something, anything than the nearly unbearable loneliness that she covered up with her bright facade, not unlike concealer over scars. While he whispers, she doesn't respond, not even with a smile or any acknowledgement of what he was saying, just blinking at him like he was speaking in another language to her. Misa is no stranger to people admitting to her beauty, but in ways as intimate is this...it is strange. Was it strange because Light never spoke to her that way? Or was it because these words weren't coming from Light? She doesn't know.
In contrast to how familiar contact like this must feel for JJ, she can't help but think of it as foreign - not just the compliments, but the kisses too. It shows in how she hesitates to push back, almost clumsily, her delicate hand moving to frame his face more tenderly. But she will admit that this feels nice; the absence of her steadfast and almost worship-like devotion to Light at the front of her mind gives her the chance to experience being kissed this way, and held this way. It has been so hard, so incredibly hard to go without feeling like the object of someone's affection, and she can take advantage of this moment to feel that again, like the first rain after a long drought.
His lips are softer than she thought they would be (not that she previously thought about it in that way), which makes the glide of their kiss all the more pleasant. It's easy enough to move to rest half on top of him in-between gentle and slow presses of their lips, her free hand coming to rest on his chest - and it's so warm, the flush from the alcohol and what they're doing making her blood run hot. But when she breaks away to take a breath, her lower lip clings to his, and she lets it linger there for a few moments before she retreats away just enough so that their foreheads aren't touching. She just stares at him, holding his face in place all the while, the hands on her waist and nape suddenly feeling ticklish and weird because - oh, that's right, his name is Jean-Jacques Leroy and not Light Yagami.
She can feel how fast his heart is beating. More distantly, she feels how fast her own is beating, too. ]
What are we even doing... [ Her lips are still tingling and she feels dizzy, but despite voicing concern out loud, still feels like leaning in again. Luckily (or unluckily?) her lack of a filter in her drunken haze lets her ramble on: ] You're not Light, and I'm not I...Isabelle?
[ She says it (wrong name and all) so distantly, as if reading a script for the first time, her expression seeming uncharacteristically blank. ]
[ There are a lot of rules that JJ lives his life by. It's the nature of the beast: success takes discipline, and JJ has too much passion to do anything but aim for the top. He might never have had fought in a war, or risked his life for the world, but he's had his own set of struggles and challenges. There are days where he'd wanted to sleep a little longer, rest a little longer, or give up out of frustration after performing wrong again and again. And there were days where he didn't want to pull away after pressing a soft kiss to Isabella's lips, where it's a struggle to distract himself by draping an arm over her shoulders to keep his hands from wandering any lower. It's especially hard when he knows that she wouldn't mind.
Everyone has moments of weakness.
Like the way that JJ had been justifying this entire endeavour—"it's just mistletoe, a bit of holiday fun!"—seems to fall away when he actually has her mouth against his; her weight, warm and steady pressing down against him. There's a flash of heat that flushes through his body, and for a moment he just wants, as much of a hot-blooded male as anyone else, promises and responsibilities forgotten in the face of how easy it would be not to just not think about the weight of everything he doesn't have for just a moment.
But, lazy mornings and cheat days regarding his diet aside, this is at least something that JJ has never indulged. He squeezes his eyes shut when Misa draws away, wishing the way that she says Isabella's name wrong wasn't so jarring. A familiar defense of his fiancée wells up, and if he's going to commit to that, then he needs to tamp on the ugly urge of infidelity first. ]
It's Isabella. [ He corrects with a wry smile, growing not cold, but at least less pliant.
Squeezing her waist where his hand is settled as a warning for the way he shifts and sits up so that they're no longer still half-sprawled over the floor, he swings back to drunken giddiness, fighting away the urge to curl closer to her and stay there with sheer force of will. ]
This is nothing! Just mistletoe. You have to respect the sanctity of tradition. [ He speaks with a faux authority that he hopes will make her laugh so that they can just destroy the last of whatever it was that lingered between them. ] Hey, we haven't had a drink in, what? Five minutes? I thought you wanted to party.
[ The way he brushes off what just happened distracts her, has her going down a long list of thoughts that whir past her consciousness faster than she can understand them. If she couldn't even be faithful to Light, then what was she even good for? What initially felt like a momentary reprieve from the loneliness struck her down cruelly, the pain of missing Light and feeling like nothing without him born anew.
There's a prolonged (and awkward) pause after he finishes trying to egg her on, her wide and glassy eyes staring at nothing in particular. It's almost like she was momentarily replaced with a life-sized doll, not moving or blinking while she tried to process everything in her head and keep her face forcibly neutral, a no doubt peculiar and hollow expression coming from an idol like her. Just for a second, her shock at her actions had let some of her rawer personality shine through the cracks of her artificial brightness, revealing just a glimmer of that tragic person that lived underneath the surface.
If she had things her way, she would just cry her heart out right then and there like a child, but she holds it in, blinking away her momentary trance and hoping that he wouldn't comment on her strange behavior. ]
Hm?
[ Oh. Yes. Of course, mistletoe could be the only possible reason that would explain her shocking and altogether unacceptable behavior. She remembers people on the first day she was here telling her about all the strange things plants made you do here. She doesn't laugh (or smile) like he intends, but she does return to life, fixing her fringe so that it frames her face neatly again. ]
Oh, if we're going to drink any more, let's play something else. I'm bored of that other one... [ She begins to push herself up from the ground on her own, wobbly on her heels but not wanting to lean on him for support. ] You can choose since you probably lost.
[ You know, probably? She doesn't remember, but he probably doesn't either, so she will impose. ]
But let's only play with good tasting drinks, okay?
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Still, he preens nonetheless at his victory. Admittedly, he can't speak too much to the taste of the wine, senses too focused on the sensation that came with it. Leave it to alien wines to taste positively magical; it's all too possible that they might encounter other flavours that they can't even begin to describe, but that's where the challenge is. ]
I wouldn't pick wine if you want something tasty. [ He points out, excitement growing with every bit of alcohol that he consumes. ] But this is alien...
[ Two more glasses are set before them, a smooth gradient of dark red to deep purple. ]
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Ugh, its so sour!! [ She lies and makes a scene out of making a twisted expression, fanning her face for increased dramatics. ] I think my mascara's gonna run, can you give me your handkerchief....
[ While she's being so dramatic about her makeup and the supposed sourness of the taste, she's ever so slowly dumping some of the glass Completely Inconspicuously into the punch bowl adjacent to the wine glasses, hoping that JJ would either be too drunk or too busy giving her the handkerchief or a napkin to notice. He said not to use her feminine wiles, but she feels so competitive for some reason that she's willing to cheat a little to get the upper hand. And at least she's not pouring it all in there!!!!! On the chance he ignores her she'll just. take this L ]
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He's got nearly a foot on her, there's no way that she stands a chance against him. ]
AUGH!
[ It's a good thing that they're not sitting face to face, because JJ straight up spits the wine back out, wiping at his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyes watering. ]
It's spicy!! So spicy!
[ His lips feel numb... ]
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T-There, I drank more than you, [ Sniffle. ] So I win by default!!
[ She declares, definitely too loudly, all the while having quite a bit of trouble controlling her expression - it's definitely the sourest face she's made in his presence. When it came to enduring discomfort and pain, her threshold was actually quite formidable, but that doesn't mean she'll miss a chance to act dramatic. ]
You might be able to endure the cold, but Misa can take the heat!!!
[ Now her mascara's about to run for real. ]
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Poor Misa.) ]
So it's even, eh? Fine, the real competition starts now.
[ He frowns, the next round of glasses coming down in front of them, the bartender wiping up JJ's spit (gross) without so much as a blink of an eye.
And if he doesn't care, then neither does JJ, who picks up the next glass. The next drink doesn't taste much better, the one after falling somewhere along the realm of normal, there's one that's particularly delicious that JJ asks for another glass of, the rules of their little competition becoming more and more distant until JJ's left resting against the bar with his forehead pillowed against his arm. ]
'm drunk. [ Somehow, his slurring isn't particularly bad. ] Everything tastes the same... But I'm drunk.
[ Lifting his head, he gives Misa a bewildered stare. ]
Are we alcoholics?
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Whaaaaaat? Nnnnooooo wayyyy..... [ In contrast to his bewilderment, she just waves his concern away (obnoxiously in his face with her hand), fully resting her cheek down on the bar with her eyes closed and a dizzy smile on her lips. ] We're just...having some fun!
[ Her slurring is way worse than his is, probably because she tried to keep up with him and effectively got completely smashed. ]
I didn't know you were such a big baby when it came to partying...
[ She says this as if she does this all the time???? ]
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His stare is growing all the more bewildered, and she might as well have told him that he has a microdick given just how offended he looks. And he is offended! JJ is a master of parties—and not just that, but he's not a "big baby" about anything. He's mature, cool and collected and and and. ]
You... You want to see me party? Oh, Misa. I'll show you—
[ The competition might be over, and they have no idea who won or lost because it had become impossible to keep track between downing drinks, and alternating between trying not to laugh and throw up, but JJ's not about to let a challenge thrown at his feet go unmet. He pushes himself up, soundly ignoring just how unsteady he is on his feet as he reaches over to—because Misa is so tiny, it's surely not going to be a problem—pick her right up so that they can go and party.
The part where they're both on the ground is easy enough: he gets his hands on her waist in a good sturdy grip. Everything after that however, becomes a lot less certain. ]
Let's go!
[ He does get her off the ground at least (please don't throw up), and it's like he doesn't know himself how he plans to carry her because they end up in a weird Lion King pose as he wobbles a couple steps to the side and then he just.
Well, they just crumple to the floor because he's too drunk to be macho. ]
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While he gets offended, she seems to not take his emotions seriously at all, only growing more and more amused the more dramatic he becomes. She even has to keep herself from laughing once he puts his hands on her waist, covering her mouth with one hand and the other coming to rest on top of one of his own. ]
Wait, hold on a second -
[ Despite her half-protests, her laughter becomes less and less restrained until she's just. Laying there on the floor with him giggling to herself because this situation just seems so hilarious. They probably look like complete dumbasses, laying down on the middle of the busy floor drunkenly laughing, but for now she just doesn't have a single care, it's fun and carefree in ways she hasn't experienced. ]
What kind of partier drops someone this cute on the ground.... that was so uncool... [ If he was trying to prove his authenticity she's not buying it!! Of course she is only teasing, but with their fall she suddenly feels like it takes way too much effort for her drunken mind to get up again, or move at all for that matter in these God Damn Heels. So she just stays where she is, not even wiggling out of his strange Lion King esque hold. ] I thought you said you were gonna show me!!
[ She makes an attempt to poke accusingly at his chest but completely misses, jabbing his cheek none too gently. ]
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Not that JJ seems to mind at all, a grin on his face while quiet laughter shakes through his body. His hands, tightening around her waist from the shock of the fall, eventually relax again, one settling on the small of her back while the other falls away to prop him up so that he's not flat against the floor again. Though just lying against the floor does sound appealing; his mind is swimming, and while he would very much like to get up and prove just how cool he is, he can't find the balance.
So instead he stays there on the ground, the marble floors cool through his clothes, and people around them too giddy at least to give them a good kick to get out of the way. ]
I was. [ He's got a cheeky smile playing over his lips, and that can only mean that he's up to no good. Except that Misa has no where to escape to, and he knocks their foreheads together. The alcohol breath between the two of them is probably unbearable. ] But I can't now, can I?
[ He could, if he were sober, even with her lying across his legs, because he's picked her up before without much trouble and he could do it again. (But not when drunk.) Besides, he's rather comfortable like this. The sheer outrageousness of their actions weirdly liberating, and JJ has always enjoyed being close to people.
He gives her a sly look, not bothering to move away as he continues, ] Since you're allll on top of me. Are you taking advantage of JJ while he's drunk?
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While he rearranges himself to be propped up, she opts for just lying flush against the floor, the hand that had gone to poke him falling to rest flatly against his cheek. It's a culmination of it being too hard to move much more and the fact that they're both affectionate people; maybe if they weren't both drunk off their asses she would find issue with this sort of situation, but for now? There's something warm about being close to someone like this. Through the haze of the alcohol, little giggles keep bubbling out of her, even as their foreheads touch. ]
Misa is a good girl with pure intentions! [ Let's get that (alternative) fact straight. It doesn't help that from whatever distance away they'd stumbled from the bar, hanging from the ceiling are all those strange, judgment clouding plants, but at least she has the sense to start whispering in her sing song tone now that they're so close. ] I don't take advantage of anyone~
[ She'll return his sly look with an innocent one of her own, batting her eyes. With both of them leaning into each other like this, he can probably even feel it. ]
You probably fell on purpose because you want to get close to me, right? Right? Misa knows how guys think!
[ Let's turn it on him before the sudden, strange and otherwise out of the blue desire to kiss him got stronger. ]
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He only really hears what she says because of the way his gaze has dropped to her lips.
Their noses brush as he tilts his head slightly, and he can see the mascara on her eyelashes, the makeup that glitters on her skin despite the shadow their hair casts over their faces, and he thinks that Misa is so pretty. ]
Oh yeah? [ It probably would be better to play it off like some Casanova move—them "tumbling" to the ground so that they could end up in a compromising position on the floor. ] So what am I thinking right now?
[ A million things: how much fun he's having; how some of the alcohol that they had tasted so weird but he enjoyed it; how he loved putting on a nice suit and dancing. He thinks about how he wishes it was easier for him dip into a kiss with Misa because he likes kissing, and sometimes it feels like no one in this new place really gets him, but Misa is the closest to it. And he can't stop thinking about it, which is weird because he never would've considered it before, especially not in a situation as ridiculous as this. Anyone could see them sprawled against the floor and spread rumours. ]
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Above all else, she desperately wants to be loved, wants to be important to someone else in any way that she can, to somehow make her meaningless life...meaningful again. Maybe it was the alcohol and the plants, but it felt good to be looked at fondly, the way he's looking at her right now - it's comforting and fulfilling in a way she isn't too familiar with. And in this moment she wanted to feel more of this feeling, whatever it was. ]
Hmmm.... you are probably thinking that...
[ She mumbles shortly against his lips before likely surprising him in being the one to close the distance between them, tipping her head forward the slightest bit to slot their lips together. It is quick and fleeting, but the gloss on her lips makes the kiss sweet, and makes it feel like it had lasted longer than it had. She whispers again as if she hadn't just done that: ]
You are probably thinking that Misa is even prettier up close.
[ It was impulsive to kiss him, but then again, she was someone who acted impulsively when she felt things. And whatever force was compelling her to feel this way... her drunken mind didn't really put too much thought into combating it. ]
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Are you magic? That's exactly what I was thinking. [ His voice hushed down to an uncharacteristic whisper, as if awed by the intimate gesture. His tongue sweeps out to take in the sweetness over his bottom lip. ] I was thinking that you are beautiful...
[ He misses the connection; the trust and understanding, and he wants it to be here again. Their not lovers by any stretch of the imagination, and so much of what they know about each other is still superficial, but this is the closest thing he has. And when he's drunk like this, he's willing to make it into whatever he wants it to be. ]
You're beautiful, strong, talented and creative. [ Normally he'd offer such compliments with a dramatic flourish, but instead he says them quietly, laying them at her feet like offerings. (Beneath the magic and the alcohol, knowing that something's not right and trying to compensate for it. ] I... [ love you, he wants to say. Except he doesn't. Even though he wants to say that to someone and have it be true, and hear it said back to him. Seven of the loneliest months of his life, and still all he can do is cling to friendships, hoping that they don't break or drift away.
But he is clinging to them, taking an mile for every inch he gets, always willing to push boundaries and test limits. Maybe that's why he's the one to move their mouths together again, devouring the warmth and softness and the way that sticky lipgloss smears across his lips with one hand threading to her hair to press firmly against her nape, the other still steady at her waist. It's probably not right when his head is still swimming of imagines of Misa and Isabella both, but he holds on and thinks about how much he doesn't want this connection to disappear all the same. ]
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In contrast to how familiar contact like this must feel for JJ, she can't help but think of it as foreign - not just the compliments, but the kisses too. It shows in how she hesitates to push back, almost clumsily, her delicate hand moving to frame his face more tenderly. But she will admit that this feels nice; the absence of her steadfast and almost worship-like devotion to Light at the front of her mind gives her the chance to experience being kissed this way, and held this way. It has been so hard, so incredibly hard to go without feeling like the object of someone's affection, and she can take advantage of this moment to feel that again, like the first rain after a long drought.
His lips are softer than she thought they would be (not that she previously thought about it in that way), which makes the glide of their kiss all the more pleasant. It's easy enough to move to rest half on top of him in-between gentle and slow presses of their lips, her free hand coming to rest on his chest - and it's so warm, the flush from the alcohol and what they're doing making her blood run hot. But when she breaks away to take a breath, her lower lip clings to his, and she lets it linger there for a few moments before she retreats away just enough so that their foreheads aren't touching. She just stares at him, holding his face in place all the while, the hands on her waist and nape suddenly feeling ticklish and weird because - oh, that's right, his name is Jean-Jacques Leroy and not Light Yagami.
She can feel how fast his heart is beating. More distantly, she feels how fast her own is beating, too. ]
What are we even doing... [ Her lips are still tingling and she feels dizzy, but despite voicing concern out loud, still feels like leaning in again. Luckily (or unluckily?) her lack of a filter in her drunken haze lets her ramble on: ] You're not Light, and I'm not I...Isabelle?
[ She says it (wrong name and all) so distantly, as if reading a script for the first time, her expression seeming uncharacteristically blank. ]
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Everyone has moments of weakness.
Like the way that JJ had been justifying this entire endeavour—"it's just mistletoe, a bit of holiday fun!"—seems to fall away when he actually has her mouth against his; her weight, warm and steady pressing down against him. There's a flash of heat that flushes through his body, and for a moment he just wants, as much of a hot-blooded male as anyone else, promises and responsibilities forgotten in the face of how easy it would be not to just not think about the weight of everything he doesn't have for just a moment.
But, lazy mornings and cheat days regarding his diet aside, this is at least something that JJ has never indulged. He squeezes his eyes shut when Misa draws away, wishing the way that she says Isabella's name wrong wasn't so jarring. A familiar defense of his fiancée wells up, and if he's going to commit to that, then he needs to tamp on the ugly urge of infidelity first. ]
It's Isabella. [ He corrects with a wry smile, growing not cold, but at least less pliant.
Squeezing her waist where his hand is settled as a warning for the way he shifts and sits up so that they're no longer still half-sprawled over the floor, he swings back to drunken giddiness, fighting away the urge to curl closer to her and stay there with sheer force of will. ]
This is nothing! Just mistletoe. You have to respect the sanctity of tradition. [ He speaks with a faux authority that he hopes will make her laugh so that they can just destroy the last of whatever it was that lingered between them. ] Hey, we haven't had a drink in, what? Five minutes? I thought you wanted to party.
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There's a prolonged (and awkward) pause after he finishes trying to egg her on, her wide and glassy eyes staring at nothing in particular. It's almost like she was momentarily replaced with a life-sized doll, not moving or blinking while she tried to process everything in her head and keep her face forcibly neutral, a no doubt peculiar and hollow expression coming from an idol like her. Just for a second, her shock at her actions had let some of her rawer personality shine through the cracks of her artificial brightness, revealing just a glimmer of that tragic person that lived underneath the surface.
If she had things her way, she would just cry her heart out right then and there like a child, but she holds it in, blinking away her momentary trance and hoping that he wouldn't comment on her strange behavior. ]
Hm?
[ Oh. Yes. Of course, mistletoe could be the only possible reason that would explain her shocking and altogether unacceptable behavior. She remembers people on the first day she was here telling her about all the strange things plants made you do here. She doesn't laugh (or smile) like he intends, but she does return to life, fixing her fringe so that it frames her face neatly again. ]
Oh, if we're going to drink any more, let's play something else. I'm bored of that other one... [ She begins to push herself up from the ground on her own, wobbly on her heels but not wanting to lean on him for support. ] You can choose since you probably lost.
[ You know, probably? She doesn't remember, but he probably doesn't either, so she will impose. ]
But let's only play with good tasting drinks, okay?